Left or right,
Road or path,
Easy or hard.
The decision isn't always obvious,
This is to be expected,
As the question isn't always clear.
You look one way,
Look the other.
How can you be expected to decide?
Life poses many questions,
Most unanswered,
You're heart poses even more - unanswered due to uncertainty.
At times you laugh - at others you cry,
I feel neither right now,
Nothing - I feel nothing.
Will the answers fix this?
No.
So what can be done?
Nothing.
Delve deeper - open your mind,
Stop trying to answer the questions,
Stop caring about the answers.
Emptiness overwhelms me,
The thought of you disappears,
As
All I want for my birthday,
Is for this rain to stop.
The torrent of abuse is destroying my emotions,
I know you mean none of what you say,
But your actions I reciprocate - I can hurt you too.
Do you think I'm oblivious to the grass on the other side?
Its green - Our pasture is dead,
Of course its winter here but thats down to you.
Still you continue, an assault of words,
You know it hurts me - still you continue,
Do you want me to stoop to your level?
Too late.
I can be out of your life as fast as I entered it,
I dont need you to be happy - I need you like I need water in my lungs,
Get the fuck out of my life.
Dont ask questio
I hate you.
In a good way,
Just remember that.
I hate the way you look,
I hate the way you are,
I hate the way I feel.
Its right - no,
Its wrong - no,
I hate you - do I?
I hate you for being you,
In a good way,
Just remember that.
Current Residence: London / Southampton Favourite photographer: platinum420 / virgin-stock Favourite style of art: Photo Manipulation Operating System: Win XP Pro MP3 player of choice: 80gb iPod Classic Personal Quote: Yeah whatever.
Jesus, been a while since I've posted a journal entry here :) Guess I should give my fan base of 0 an update about what I've been up to since my last post.
Major change for me has been a change of location, this being from London to Southampton as it's here that I'm at University. I'm taking Digital Media and the course lasts for 3 years *whoo*, very simple stuff so far but I'm hoping it all picks up soon, currently doing some Flash which I've not done before but I'm finding okay so far.
Due to school work and other commitments like my girlfriend during my last year of sixth form my creative side has had to take a bit of a break which shoul
Yes, thats right, ive finally got my portfolio up :) Been hard at work on it today and other than the splash being basic/the forums not ready yet I am very pleased. Anyway, hope some people have a visit :)
http://krayzdsign.staghost.com
www.wews.net is a new site which is being run by Nick and Chris from the Frag Ops (ut2k3 mod) forums. It is a GFX battling site and it has only just started being used. Currently we have quite a lot of members, but only one battle going on, that being between me and nick.
Just giving the site a shout out here as I'd appreciate some people possibly signing up and having a battle, even if you only do it once.
:)
Hi, Just wondering if you'd allow me to use your picture on deviantart of emo? for my Communications Arts Class. Basically Im making a video and reciting a poem and I'd like to put your picture in it. Just wanted to ask before I do so. Thanks for reading. Sincerely Yours, Mylan Nguyen